cogitated thoughts

Sunday, September 26, 2004 at 1:58 AM
By personal experience, I am compelled to infer that the worst thing for any student to do is to question things during preparation-for-test time. Here's a part from the interrogation that I subjected myself to one day before a bio test:
Q: What do I gain by studying about plant reproduction?
A: Well... who knows, I might become a farmer in the distant future...
and presto!The Biology text book is closed and I venture out to do more constructive things... 'Mum, whats for lunch??' All this being perfectly alright ...but in comes the catch towards the end of the day...any inquisition about the depths of learning become fading things of the past and yours truly, is trying desperately to put mug... simultaneously remembering ...the words, 'ticking away the moments that make up a dull day, you fritter and WASTE the hours in an offhand way...'' with twinges of guilt.
Oh well, the tests are done with for now and the only time that I'll start the interrogation again is probably when the marks come out...

To initiate my one day freedom from acads I went along with my brother to shoot baskets in the basketball ring outside. As usual, we got told off by entire Bong family who reside in the house just adjacent to the basketball ''court''. Tragic, their lives must be. I mean my apartment has it's entire play ground right next to their house. Cricket balls, plastic balls, tennis balls, basketballs, shuttlecocks and the likes somehow always manage to find their places in the renowned Bong house.

Lovely place, my apartment that is. It's got this absolutely rad design..loadsa trees ,fresh green lawns, brilliant 'stonehenge' passage, amazing terrace with even more amazing view...the drive way from the main gate to the basement is the best...it has these eucalyptus and bamboo trees lining the footpath...It's a real nice feeling when I'm walking home from school, and all I can see is the stone passage ,feel the movement of the trees...and see the rising building...in the distance. The thing is that this place has about a gazillion kids all over the place. In fact it's extremely rare to find anyone above the age of 5 years and that makes it even nicer.

The bathroom has to be given the highest degree of certification. Right above us, in the first floor, is this family with some ten month old baby and all..and they ALWAYS seem to be bathing him. To top it all they are tam brahms so we actually get to hear the baby-coochey-coochey-coo talk in Tamil! Twice a week,my brother and his group of thugs have karate classes on the 6th floor and believe me, you can actually hear them screaming in Japanese or whatever. The bathroom singing of course is a common ritual ( I myself indulge in it pretty wholeheartedly) but then fact is that I live on the ground floor so all the sound waves kinda superimpose and reach my precious tympanic membrane in the bathroom...like i said lovely place.

In 'Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance', when the narrator's son,'Chris' asks him to help him with a letter, the narrator actually tells him to list out what he wants to say in no particular order and sort it out later. The son ends up writing a three page long list! Try it sometime if you have a writer's block or something and then let me know if it works... if it doesn't, well you aren't meant to write anyway, go stick your head in mud...but if it does, then we'll go together and shake Robert Pirsig's royal hand...

Yesterday was dad's b'day and all.. I had an exceptionally nice day...went to some pseudo mall, stood around watching other people buy stuff and feeling financially and mentally secure. Then we went to Blossoms which is a pretty decent second hand book stall...stale smell of old books and that sort of a thing...then had dinner in sorta pseudo but nice Chinese restaurant, 'Mainland China' and all that so obviously,I was pretty touchy about having to attend special classes in school on a Sunday.

So what I did , right after getting up, without brushing my teeth and all, was to read a story from'Nine Stories'- J.D Salinger, called' For Esmé- with Love and Squalor'.
I got this nice, satisfactory feeling after reading the story so, I didn't read anything else. I mean, that's the thing with short stories... I can never read two at a stretch or something. Okay, I thought that I would devote at least one paragraph to the greatness of the story and statements like 'Salinger is God', but I don't feel like doing it anymore so I might just as well talk about his book covers... Salinger's I mean. The books that are published by' Little Brown books' have this pure white cover with the names of the book and author written in black. On one corner of the book, are these colour strips and thats more or less it. When I went to buy 'The Catcher In The Rye' some two years ago.. I was pretty much in a daze when I saw the book . I mean for a book that is universally talked about, it looked pretty plain and all that; not that I really give a damn or anything but then the feelings sorta imbibed in you anyway...human tendency probably. It's like our man, Salinger did everything he could possibly do, to make his books as plain as possible and boy! do I love it! It kinda binds you to it, the cover binds you to the book I mean.

I, like a lot of other sensible people, love the I'm-at-peace-with-the-world mode which is currently the mode that has been activated. And so, I think,that it is time for today's Chautauqua to come to an end.

Anonymous Anonymous said...

My copy of the catcher...bought ages ago by my brother...has a lovely plain red cover. With no multi coloured lines either. Though even older specimen of my Dad's, which is pretty much in tatters had some arbit red dragon on the cover. But yeah..Esme...:) Try..Laughing Man and Teddy... I find Teddy a bit too crazy but the haiku absolutely killed me.

k  

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Blogger BoFi said...

Weary in soul,
I come to your blog to read,
Returning whole.

Talk of covers red,
to that day does my mind recede,
When I awoke from dead.

Spirit of Holden,
By trickle into heart did bleed,
An elixir golden.

Salinger for thee,
Convey these verses can't succeed,
The love felt by me.  

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Blogger cogitated thoughts said...

OY Keerthi, I went around looking for the Red covered book at my aunt's place and actually found it...no arbit dragon though...
Spent a while looking at it, just so I would get a feel of the cover and all but I'm too used to the White one now anyway... I mean my copies of Franny and Zooey and Nine stories have White covers too.. so well..I just finished reading 'The Laughing Man'...sorta abstract in places but the part when Billy Walsh starts crying and all.. killed me...Nice though..:-) especially the Red petal mask...  

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Blogger cogitated thoughts said...

Tired and bored,
Without any hope,
I looked for your comment,
and my spirit soared.

As the twilight fills the sky,
Silence, becomes a part of me.
The repose that makes me want to fly,
Is, but a part; a part of a memory.

Vividly do I recall,
Just like thee,
The book that touched us all,
The cover that mystified me.

And thus,in my bookshelf,
I let my drifting eyes see;
An unread book,
that fills me with glee.

Salinger it is,
For Salinger, it will be,
Indefinable love felt by you and me.  

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

Yeah...and apart from the cover, notice the complete lack of any NY Times reviews and stuff ... I kinda like the dedication too...'To my mother'...not even 'to my MOM' or something...

But franny and zooey starts off so completely differently that you wonder if its the same writer..Its light and frothy and funny ..I mean, there was a fun side of salinger too...and thats what makes him brilliant.

k
(wasted lots of time
putting above stuff in rhyme
but all i was getting
was petty limericking
but hell, JD sure won't mind...:)
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Blogger Niyati Rao said...

Sneha..just happened to stumble upon your blog..Organic chem wasn't my cup of tea too..but it isn't impossible..keep writin...  

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Blogger Niyati Rao said...

Sneha..just happened to stumble upon your blog..Organic chem wasn't my cup of tea too..but it isn't impossible..keep writin...  

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Blogger Venkat said...

Just wanted to see your blog and couldnt stop myself from commenting... Very Nice... Amazing writing... Venkat (BOFi's friend)  

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Blogger cogitated thoughts said...

hullo there Venkat who walks the sky...thanks for nice comment and all..since this particular post is from some decaying fragment of the past i was beyond surprised to see a NEW comment on it but then,
One man writes a novel,
One man writes a symphony,
It is essential for one man to put comment on blog. what? slightly gult as our friend the BOFi will say but im not exactly at my creative best this point of time...
with due apologies to mr Kubrick for killing his dialogue.  

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